Saturday, July 31, 2004
hahaz... the last two days nvr blog...
Thursday...
cooled down... rehearsals again... reached home abt 6 something... rush revisions (again... haiz) and homework... could barely kept my eyes open.... drained out....
Friday...
went to watch the inter-class basketball match... we lose in the first round against 3/7 by only a point... and guessed wat... 3/7 won by penalty.... the guys were too nervous... most of the shoots were missed.... especially Ji Chen... he was really way too nervous... as a result, he was very solo... went over to the guys after the first match to talk to them... den was trying to cheer them up... Ji Chen especially... he was blaming himself... haiz... the 2nd match started... against 3/5... Wilson sub Edwin... he scored a san fen qiu once he got the ball... yippee... all the guys were aiming Ji Chen... as a result, our team could not pass the ball to Ji Chen... thus, we lose... and he was really upset... i was telling him to relax and trying to console him... it was not his fault... the 3rd match... against 3/6... clearly, the MVP was Ji Chen... he scored the most points... was deliberately fouling themselves for us to get free throws... man... they're so @*$~%)@`758@_*#@^$@~(**^(&$^()%^)&^)##@!!~#^*.... hahaz... Lin Fang and Jason managed to score a point out with of a two free throws each... yea!!!... hahaz... but we won anyway... our own talents... hahaz... 4th match... i was telling them to relax... to take the competition as a friendly game of basketball... up against 3/8... we won too... 11 to 4... yupz... there was a chance for us to get into the finals... if 3/6 manged to beat 3/7... the guys were hopeful... i felt elated for them... Ji Chen especially... hahaz... however, happines did not last long... 3/6 did not beat 3/7... we cant play in the finals... the guys' hopes were dashed... Ji Chen was really upset... got him two bottles of green tea... he was tired... plus he even injured his left knee during the match against 3/6... was consoling him... although we did not get into the finals, we were third in place... wellz... wondering about Ji Chen... actually worrying would be a better word... he was blaming himself for not being able to get the team into the finals... haiz... msged him once i've reached home... he was better... at least he wasnt blaming himself anymore...
today... CA... hahaz... the paper was alrite... Ji Chen came for the rehearsal... i'm glad tt he's back to his old self... hahaz... hahaz... i rest my case... was yakking away with Chanel while they were practising... hahaz... missed sec two's life... and M8 even more... haiz... gals... juz wanna let u noe... no matter what, M8 will still be together... always... no one can take the place of each another... love ya gals... planning an outing for M8 only... special request from Chanel to Siew Ling... listen... M8 will still be there... forever... though we may be in different classes, M8 still lives on... cause we're part of each another...
*~ Memories lives on... ~*
~world of my own~
13:36; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
soooooooooo tired.... cca... drained out... nvr been sooo tired... anyway, lessonswas real fun.... chemistry tr... sian 1/2... banana... haiz... hahaz... watever... juz take each day as it comes.... hahaz... not much to write abt... juz a typical day lorz...
I Am There Written by James Dillet Freeman
Do you need Me?
I am there...
You cannot see Me, yet I am the light you see by...
You cannot hear Me, yet I speak through your voice...
You cannot feel Me, yet I am the power at work in your hands...
I am at work, though you do not understand My ways...
I am at work, though you do not understand My works.
I am not strange visions... I am not mysteries...
Only in absolute stillness, beyond self, can you know Me as I AM, and then but as a feeling and a faith...
Yet I am here... Yet I hear... Yet I answer...
When you need ME, I am there...
Even if you deny Me, I am there...
Even when you feel most alone, I am there...
Even in your fears, I am there...
Even in your pain, I am there...
I am there when you pray and when you do not pray...
I am in you, and you are in Me...
Only in your mind can you feel separate from Me, for only in your mind are the mists of "yours" and "mine"...
Yet only with your mind can you know Me and experience Me...
Empty your heart of empty fears...
When you get yourself out of the way, I am there...
You can of yourself do nothing, but I can do all...
And I AM in all...
Though you may not see the good, good is there, for I am there...
I am there because I have to be, because I AM...
Only in Me does the world have meaning; only out of Me does the world take form; only because of ME does the world go forward...
I am the law on which the movement of the starsand the growth of living cells are founded...
I am the love that is the law's fulfilling... I am assurance...
I am peace... I am oneness... I am the law that you can live by...
I am the love that you can cling to... I am your assurance...
I am your peace... I am ONE with you... I am...
Though you fail to find ME, I do not fail you...
Though your faith in Me is unsure, My faith in you never
wavers, because I know you, because I love you...
Beloved, I am there...
*~ The key to realizing a dream is to focus not on success but significance - and then even the small steps and little victories along your path will take on greater meaning... ~*
~world of my own~
19:30; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
hahaz... my whole class got involved in the national day thingy... hahaz... funnie... banana wa in charge of the whole thing... evil rabbit oso... had fun... were laughing away lyk crazy.... hahaz... next fri's the performance already... hahaz... man... gotta coordinate my own dance.... stupid banana... if he say solo performance, i'm not going to do tt.... anyway, i didnt volunteer in the first place.... he was the one who came over and told me tt.... hahaz... luckily, siti was also involved in the dance... hahaz....
The Colors Of Friendship
Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The most beautiful. The favorite.
Green said:"Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority."
Blue interrupted:"You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing."
Yellow chuckled:"You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun."
Orange started next to blow her trumpet:"I am the color of health and strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the needs of human life. I carry the most important vitamins. Think of carrots, pumpkins, oranges, mangoes, and papayas. I don't hang around all the time, but when I fill the sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that no one gives another thought to any of you."
Red could stand it no longer he shouted out:"I am the ruler of all of you. I am blood - life's blood! I am the color of danger and of bravery. I am willing to fight for a cause. I bring fire into the blood. Without me, the earth would be as empty as the moon. I am the color of passion and of love, the red rose, the poinsettia and the poppy."
Purple rose up to his full height:He was very tall and spoke with great pomp: "I am the color of royalty and power. Kings, chiefs, and bishops have always chosen me for I am the sign of authority and wisdom. People do not question me! They listen and obey."
Finally Indigo spoke, much more quietly than all the others, but with just as much determination: "Think of me. I am the color of silence. You hardly notice me, but without me you all become superficial. I represent thought and reflection, twilight and deep water. You need me for balance and contrast, for prayer and inner peace."
And so the colors went on boasting, each convinced of his or her own superiority. Their quarreling became louder and louder. Suddenly there was a startling flash of bright lightening, thunder rolled and boomed. Rain started to pour down relentlessly. The colors crouched down in fear, drawing close to one another for comfort.In the midst of the clamor, rain began to speak:"You foolish colors, fighting amongst yourselves, each trying to dominate the rest. Don't you know that you were each made for a special purpose, unique and different? Join hands with one another and come to me."
Doing as they were told, the colors united and joinedhands.The rain continued:"From now on, when it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of color as a reminder that you can all live in peace. The Rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow." And so, whenever a good rain washes the world, and a Rainbow appears in the sky, to let us remember to appreciate one another.
*~ You give but little when you give of your possessions... It is when you give of yourself that you truly give... ~*
~world of my own~
18:52; unforgotten.Y
Monday, July 26, 2004
hahaz... hmmm.... sch was rather enjoyable today.... had lotsa fun... cdp... tried to build straw tower model.... hahaz... after cdp, ppl from 3/8 came in.... afterwhich most of my classmates left, kenneth, wei rong, shane, henryk, wilson, lin fang, kah loong and i were lyk, playing... hahaz... henryk used my book and threw it at a bee, which flew in... haiz... hahaz...
hmmm... here's a story...
A Little Boy At A Big Piano
Wishing to encourage her young son's progress on the piano, a mother took her boy to a Paderewski concert. After they were seated, the mother spotted a friend in the audience and walked down the aisle to greet her. Seizing the opportunity to explore the wonders of the concert hall, the little boy rose and eventually explored his way through a door marked "NO ADMITTANCE." When the house lights dimmed and the concert was about to begin, the mother returned to her seat and discovered that the child was missing.
Suddenly, the curtains parted and spotlights focused onthe impressive Steinway on stage. In horror, the mother saw her little boy sitting at the keyboard, innocently picking out "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star."At that moment, the great piano master made his entrance, quickly moved to the piano, and whispered in the boy's ear, "Don't quit. Keep playing." Then leaning over, Paderewski reached down with his lefthand and began filling in a bass part. Soon his right arm reached around to the other side of the child and he added a running obbligato. Together, the old master and the young novice transformed a frightening situation into a wonderfully creative experience. The audience was mesmerized.
That's the way it is in life. What we can accomplish on our own is hardly noteworthy. We try our best, but the results aren't exactly graceful flowing music. But when we trust in the hands of a Greater Power, our life's work truly can be beautiful.Next time you set out to accomplish great feats, listen carefully. You can hear the voice of the Master, whispering in your ear, "Don't quit. Keep playing."
*~ Let us be grateful to people who make us happy... They are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom... ~*
~world of my own~
19:22; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, July 25, 2004
hahaz... okie... finished most of my revisions.... wellz... typical sunday... lazing around.... hahaz... wellz.... my nephews and niece came over juz now... hahaz... incredible... creating havoc... hahaz... they are so kawaii.... hahahahaz...
“I'm Flying!”
Roger Dean Kiser, Sr.
Once upon a time there was a little boy who was raised in an orphanage. The little boy had always wished that he could fly like a bird. It was very difficult for him to understand why he could not fly. There were birds at the zoo that were much bigger than he, and they could fly. "Why can't I?" he thought. "Is there something wrong with me?" he wondered.
There was another little boy who was crippled. He had always wished that he could walk and run like other little boys and girls. "Why can't I be like them?" he thought.
One day the little orphan boy, who had wanted to fly like a bird, ran away from the orphanage. He came upon a park where he saw the little boy, who could not walk or run, playing in the sandbox.
He ran over to the little boy and asked him if he had ever wanted to fly like a bird.
"No," said the little boy who could not walk or run. "But I have wondered what it would be like to walk and run like other boys and girls."
"That is very sad," said the little boy who wanted to fly. "Do you think we could be friends?" he said to the little boy in the sandbox.
"Sure," said the little boy.
The two little boys played for hours. They made sand castles and made really funny sounds with their mouths. Sounds which made them laugh real hard. Then the little boy's father came with a wheelchair to pick up his son. The little boy who had always wanted to fly ran over to the boy's father and whispered something into his ear.
"That would be OK," said the man.
The little boy who had always wanted to fly like a bird ran over to his new friend and said, "You are my only friend and I wish that there was something that I could do to make you walk and run like other little boys and girls. But I can't. But there is something that I can do for you."
The little orphan boy turned around and told his new friend to slide up onto his back. He then began to run across the grass. Faster and faster he ran, carrying the little crippled boy on his back. Faster and harder he ran across the park. Harder and harder he made his legs travel. Soon the wind just whistled across the two little boys' faces.
The little boy's father began to cry as he watched his beautiful little crippled son flapping his arms up and down in the wind, all the while yelling at the top of his voice,
"I'M FLYING, DADDY. I'M FLYING
*~Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do... So throw off the bowlines... Sail away from the safe harbor... Catch the trade winds in your sails... Explore... Dream... Discover.... ~*
~world of my own~
20:15; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, July 24, 2004
21:25; unforgotten.Y
woke up on the wrong side of the bed today... dunno la... was rather or should i say fuming.... hahaz... i think wire's off... anyway, i supposed the wires in my body are connected wrongly... and it's no surprise tt i'd get "short circuit" or a "blown fuse" everyday... not implying tt i'd always get angry horz... and definitely not mood swings... most of my frenz usually said tt i have not taken my medicine... cuz i' always do the most "normal" things... hahahahaz... okie la... tt's moi... if u dun lyk, too bad...
bored to tears.... nth to do... den play bubbles... hahaz... dinosuar would cry when it lose... hahaz... water fountain.... haiz... okie.... finish revising...not all la... hmmm... bio, physics and chemistry... tmr den revise for other subs.... still got projects to do... haiz... hahaz...
okie.... read this story... touching...
Hospital Window
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. Days and weeks passed.One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it forhimself.He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."
*~ There will always be dreams grander or humbler than your own, but there will never be a dream exactly like your own...for you are unique and more wondrous than you know... ~*
~world of my own~
20:40; unforgotten.Y
Friday, July 23, 2004
first two periods... history... wached a movie clip abt the NAZI... the way the nazis treated the jews... it was horrible... the movie clip, "life is beautiful", is a very touching story... there was a touch of humour to it... but neverthless, the way the nazis treated the jews, they were simply inhuman... torturing me... watching tt movie clip early in the morning... after history.. cme... doing project... ji chen received form A... cuz of his shoes... haiz... den today got test... all memory work.... hahahahaz...
floorball competition... didnt go and watch... cuz lower sec... inter-class basketball's coming up.... hahaz... hope the guys win.... hahahaz...
still got wad... hmmm... nth more... hahaz... buaiz...
*~ Whoever you are, there is some younger person who thinks you are perfect... There is some work that will never be done if you don't do it... There would be someone who miss you if you are gone... There is a place you alone can fill... ~*
~world of my own~
17:46; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, July 22, 2004
today was bleahz... early in the morning, the P was "nagging" at us... saying tt we should be polite to our teachers, the teahers will not start lessons until we are quiet, blah blah blah... bleahz... i was in the screen saver mode.... it was reallie too early in the morning for torture.... siaoz... still got ermz... keep to the left when walking so tt the people behind in a hurry will catch up... wat is she thinking... traffic in sch arz...?.... den wat wating the techers' time when we dun keep quiet during lessons... isnt she wasting our time by crapping sooooo early in the morning... and does she thinks outramians are likely to heed her words.... majority of the outramians dun bother... so, in other word, she is juz plain wasting her breath...
eng lessons was lac... three periods... doing our own things... jaya oso agree with us on most of the topics abt the "speech" the P gave in the early morn... she's GREAT...
bio lesons... edwin and kah loong making fun of me.... i dun understand wat they were talking abt and i was going "huh? Wat...?!?!"... den they started making fun of me...
went to tiong to eat after sch... saw kenneth and kah loong... hahaz... actuallie, they saw me and my cousin and they went over to tease me... being me, i teased them back as well... then messed their hair up... hahaz... saw mrs law on the way home... hahaz...
home with the youngest aunt... she's so noisy... cannot stand her... every little thing and she' there "screaming" her head off... bad day at work and she's taking it out on the family... it's no wonder other than my mum, my other aunts cant stand her too... okie... no one's perfect... but she's can be quite nice...
hmmm.... nth more... hahaz... today... bleahz...
*~ Dun give up... Hang on cause success is on the other end... ~*
~world of my own~
20:35; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
hahaz... sch was soooooooo lac today... S lent me a mag... it was GREAT... thankz guy... chi lesson was as usual.... funny... hahaz... wellz... assembly was... kinda lame... the racial harmony thing... was lyk... half asleep... hahaz... hmmm... muz admit... S and H were good actors... A too... hahaz...
went for dance... and was also quite lac... hahaz... some changes were made... hahaz... we were sooooooooo abslute crazy.... was laughing, playing and listening to the coach... all at the same time... looi was there... but who cares... rumours spreading tt the SP was coming in to supervise... hahaz... but tt didnt happen la... luckily she didnt... if not she'll find out how we were during the dance sessions... hahaz... looi didnt mind... she was joining in the fun...
*~ Life is beautiful... And it's up to us to make that happen... ~*
~world of my own~
18:22; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
heeheez... back... AL was sick today... kinda miss her... hahaz... do i sound lyk i'm in love with her..? nopez... hahaz... chi was wellz... do compo... wrote crap... of course.... den chem... krishnan "ordered" us, the twenty one of us (doing science), to perform during national day... wear ncc uniform some more... dunno what he want us to do la... anyway tt performance is not confirm yet... but if the plan is confirmed, den we die la... haiz... hahahaz...
hmmm... went out today... attacking hc all the way... hahahahaz... sori arz... but quite fun la... actuallie enjoyed myself... hahaz... thankz arz... =P
*~ Daringness to dream... Soaring high... ~*
~world of my own~
21:13; unforgotten.Y
Monday, July 19, 2004
okies... hahaz... typical day at sch... hahaz... CDP was wellz... BORING... i nearly dozed off... hahaz... S cracked us up... hahahahaz... tmr got chemistry... arghz.... torture... hmmm... dun intend to study for chi spelling... cuz sure fail.... cant commit all those complicated chi characters to memory... tt's me... hahaz...
penned out another song... cant get the melody... wellz... the lyrics' not as MORBID as the Unrequited Love... Our Promise...
hmmm... seems tt i have a liking of penning... ermx... "not very happy" lyrics... hahaz... wellz... will put it up tmr.... hahahaz....
*~ Expecting the unexpected change... Impossible is nothingness.... ~*
~world of my own~
19:44; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, July 18, 2004
well... lotsa things happened unexpectedly... and today's events made me realise how frail life is...
my godmother's sister passed away today... met with an accident in malaysia... her other sister's daughter-in-law is diagnosed with bone marrow cancer... a suitable bone marrow donor is yet to be found... these news were broke to her today and she was devastated...
I really admired her... she can still remained tranqil after the news were made known to her.... for any other ppl, they would have broken down right on the spot... but no... not her... she remained stable and was the source of support for her other sisters... she was the second youngest among all the six... her third sister flew from australia to malaysia this afternoon...
my godmother told me tt her fourth sister had been wanting to meet me... from what my mum and godmother told me, even though we didnt meet each other before, she dotes on me a lot... she bought me lotsa things... i could have went to malaysia to pay her visit during the june holiday, but i didnt... i was held up with activities... i was planning to go over during the hol in november, to see her and thank her for the things she bought... guessed i didnt have a chance anymore... cuz she's gone... judging from wat my mum and godmother told me, her fourth sister was a easy-going person with a caring personality and a smile tt's nvr been off her face, a cheerful and good-tempered lady....
I felt guilty... i could have made the effort to go over there but i didnt... i was thinking tt my upcoming competiton and performance were more important than going over... a terrible mistake.... isnt it too late to realise this stupid mistake of mine... i juz wished i could turn back time...
*~ Life's filled full of unexpected events.... Cherished today and those surrounding you... Make the effort to do things that need to be done instead of pushing it till tomorrow... You'll never know what tomorrow will bring... ~*
~world of my own~
18:55; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, July 17, 2004
went to library located at orchard today... den was lyk cant find the books i wanna borrow.... haiz... den went over to midpoint orchard... they playing games there... i was lyk... again...??? hahaz... hmmm... went off at 6... den went str8 to GWC with family for dinner... food junction kena nth to eat... the usual stuffs... wat to expect... GWC leh... so eat the same thing again lorz... deep fried fish soup... the fish was... wayyyyyyy below expectation... tasted lyk rubber... hahaz...
after dinner... strolling around GWC... den went into molecule... the artcrafts were fantastic... creative... i was actually mesmerized by many of the oil painting they had there... each painting was unique and they were reflective... the paintings were created as though reflecting the emotions of its creator at the particular time...
you arz... haiz... got nth to say... u might as well as live on the games... got so engrossed in it...
hmmm... nth more to say... hahaz...
*~ Nothing is impossible... Impossible is an illusion of the things you wanted to do but lacked of confidence and courage... Impossible is nothing... ~*
~world of my own~
22:41; unforgotten.Y
Friday, July 16, 2004
hmmm... history lesson the first two periods... was yawning the whole lesson through... hahaz... eng lesson was so lac.... did basically nth during the eng period... den everyone was lyk using their hp freely during the lesson... and jaya was closing both eyes... didnt even bother... hahaz... chi lesson was lively... hahaz... laughing away...
home with nth to do... so bored... haiz... someone asked me if i lyk JC... y on earth does he ask me tt qns... struck me dumb... dun even bother to ans his qns... he should noe... hahaz...
bored... so i took a quiz... hahaz...
You have a free soul! As all the souls go, yours is
the most free-spirited and adventurous. You
like camping, hiking, or interaction with other
people. Your a social butterfly, but not
because of your style, but because of your
willingness to communicate with everyone. You
probably have close friends who can rely on you
because you always seem to know whats going on
in the world. You love music and are
free-spirited and someone fun to be around. A
born leader and great explorer-dont ever
change-the world needs more people like you.
*~ LIFE... life is standing at different positions and angles, looking at things in diferent prospective of view and to bring happiness to all surrounding you... ~*
~world of my own~
20:22; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, July 15, 2004
ytd nvr blog... hahaz... cuz no time.. hmmm... sch was full of life ytd... eng and chi lessons was most enjoyable... hahaz... S, WS, A, JC and lotsa more... thanks for livening the class up... u guys rox... hahaz... congrats SL, LF and W... hahaz... hmmm... knee condition worsen after dance... hahaz... dun care la... finished cca abt 5.30... den went home, hopped into the shower and den went to OPP mac with my cousin for dinner...
Robert and Andy working... bhb siah... they crazy... any how call ppl "mei niu" (pretty gals).... kaoz... hair standing on the back of our neck... Andy served us desert... waffle cone... big siah... hahaz... Andy... u still own us 1 ice-cream each... hahaz... hmmm... do our hw at mac... eating and doing work at the same time... the two of them kept going over to our table and "suan" us... 8... left mac for the training ground... got to the association and the rain started pouring down... training ground wet... although we can train at the 3rd storey, we didnt cuz not in the mood... hahaz... so sit at the association and was yaking away... hahaz... rain lessen up... walked home in the rain... half way through, the rain started to get heavier and heavier... took shelter at THIS FASHION... hahaz... continued walking home when the rain stopped, abt 9+ ba... hahaz... reaching the traffic light when we saw a bolt of lightning... den ran all the way home... knee hurting away lyk crazy when i reached home... hahaz... bath again... couldnt walk properly... hahaz... after bthing was lyk... on the phone from 10+ to 10.45... hahaz...
missed sch today... cuz knee still hurting... den was lyk having a slight fever... mum ordered me to stay at home... the day was slow... kept looking at the clock since i woke up... it's amazing how slow time can pass when there's absolutely nth to do... haiz... went to the physician in the afternoon... man... knee got injured only but instead of tui na, zhen jiu instead... I AM AFRAID OF NEEDLES... OMG.... haiz... but the zhen jiu session passed w/o me making a racket... how to when mum's beside me... the medicine tt the physician prescribe is nice... hahaz... hmmm.... tt's all... hahaz...
*~ GOALS... Effort ad courage are not enough without purpose and direction... ~*
~world of my own~
20:24; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
hmmm.... tuesday... sch was fun as lessons weren't dry... MQ tripped me over the first thing in the morning when i saw him... all my friends were going "WAT HAPPENED TO U?!?!?!"... after sch was lyk luffing away with WR, SL, YW, EL and making fun of JL and KL... hahaz... teasing them... hmmm... den went home and nearly 'demolished' the whole hse with the blasting music of the player... hahaz...
went out abt 4+.... met him at tiong before going to his hse and den to ps... hahaz...
quiz... hahaz...
Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla
*~ CHALLENGE... Unless you spread your wings... You'll never know how high you can fly... ~*
~world of my own~
20:41; unforgotten.Y
Monday, July 12, 2004
having monday blues... didnt even wanna wake up today... hahaz... but still managed to drag myself to sch on time... lessons were alritez... hmmm... took a gum from Ji Chen... hahaz... den do practical today during physics... stayed back for bio presentation... started @ 2.15... but for some reasons, the "formal" presentation started abt 3 and we ended abt 4.45 lidat... afterwhich went back to class to do duty with AL... after duty went to find Kenneth to pass him the class key... saw Jason aka sister and chatted with him for a while... went home after tt...
saw Choon Huat, Lee Yueng and Kent... den was talking to them and Lee Yueng was teasing me all the way... sorta making fun of me... Choong Huat was a bit lyk not being himself... hahaz...
tt's the entry for today... haiz... tmr got chemistry... balancing equations... haiz...
*~The future belongs to those who sees possibilities before they become obvious...~*
~world of my own~
19:09; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, July 11, 2004
hmmm... nth to do today... slacking... redo the bio script... dl music... the Ocean album is nice... hahaz... nth to blog abt as nth really happen... hmmm... wrote another song... sianz... hahaz...
Happy Bday Jean... one yr older... Best wishes... hahaz...
*~ Dream as if you will live forever... Live as if you will die today... ~*
~world of my own~
19:31; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, July 10, 2004
CIP today... went to clementi.... den the funniest things happened to us there... i mean my group... Jennifer, Qi Bi, Tian Aik, Wilson, Ji Chen and me... Ji Chen seems to be very tired... probably not enough sleep... hahaz... We were supposed to comb blk 460 to 462... we first combed 460 and we met an auntie who's very nice to us... Gave us chocolates and sweets some more... hahaz... hao xin fu worz... den by the time we finished blk 460, we were dead tired... lotsa newspaper and junks... lady luck was smiling at us... we found out from the residents tt blk 461 and 462 were in construction... hahaz... so 3 blks become 1 blk lorz... hahaz... we dragged the trolley (found it by the staircase...) piled with everything we've collected to the carpark lyk crazy... too heavy already and den we were lyk having the times of our lives... the trolley kept slanting... it was a relieve when we finally slogged our guts out dragging the stupid trolley to the carpark.... we were lyk suaning Zhi Xian's group cuz they have not finish... hahaz... but luck did not last long... QB called Mr Nian and he told us tt they've left out 1 blk... blk 376 or something lidat la... cant rmb the blk no... den the 6 of us walked from one end to the other end... tired... bought snacks on the way to the other blk and when we've finally reached the blk, we have a picnic at the void deck... den Tian Aik, Wilson and me went up to comb the blk... man... it was an old buiding... the structure of the building is very funny... den the lift stopped only at the 1st, 5th and 10th storey (???!!!!)... haiz... den when the three of us almost finished combing the blk, we went up to collect the recycled things from the lift landings only to find tt half of the recycled newspaper and stuffs were cleared by the garung-guni man at the 10th storey... after we got all the things to the gound floor, the other three helped to take and packed up the recycled things out of the lift while Tian Aik, Wilson and me continued to comb the remaining units (level 4 to 2)... after we've finished with everything, QB called Mr Nian (again) and asked for helpers to carry the recycled stuffs to the carpark... hahaz... very bad horz... hahaz... and the day ended with the bus driving us back to the school... the journey back was funny... Jennifer used Edwin's hp to take pics of Wilson while Wilson was sleeping... with his mouth open some more... all of us broke out into uncontrollable laughters... we showed Wilson the pics when he woke up and he was laughing away too... dead beat... well... sort of injured my left knee (again) and cuts on my right hand... hahaz... Ji Chen was dead dead dead tired... and he still wanna play bball when we reached the school... haiz...
even though all of us were tired, we still can complete our task... hahaz... the outram SPIRIT (crap)... hahaz...
*~ Success seems to be largely a matter of hanging on when others have let go... ~*
~world of my own~
16:19; unforgotten.Y
Friday, July 09, 2004
Looking back now
I've realised that
We were never meant to be
Wondering and thinking
Was it out
of sympathy that
You stayed with me
I'm such a fool for love
I give u my heart
And wat's I've gotten back is
Pieces of hopes and dreams
shattered by you knowingly
You've won the game
And I've lost painfully
The game of love
The hurt and pain
Of unrequited love
Something that is
Truely deeply unbearable
Letting go and
Moving on to search
A place to heal
Which I'll doubt
Will ever be
The scar that's borned
Deeply in me
I wrote tt lyrics... morbid ritez... haz...
*~ ADAPTABILITY... It's not the strongest of the species that survive nor the most intelligent... But the most responsive to change... ~*
~world of my own~
19:30; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, July 08, 2004
today was alrite la... eng 3 periods... i was doing practically nth... cuz jaya said ytd to do a compo.. den i tot was for hw.... so in class was lyk sleeping away... hahaz... SS... lesson was omg... boring... was half asleep... but still managed to catch wat's important in tt chapter.... hmmm... today was suppose to do our bio presentation... but due to some problems tt cropped up, the presentation was postphoned to next monday... hahaz...
anyway juz finished penning a song... hahaz... hmmm... it's on unrequited love... well... the lyric's not very optimistic... hahaz... in fact down right pessimistic... hahaz... hmmm... will put the lyrics up tmr.... hmmm... juz hoped it's not too pessimistic...
*~ Faith... Take the first step in Faith... you don't have to see the whole staircase... Just take the first step... ~*
~world of my own~
19:28; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
It's been a rather long day... well... after the reading period is PE... and we went swimming... den english... well... nth to do much... recess... chi period... got chi test... afterwhich is maths... spent the two period doing filing... den the day ended with assembly... police talk and character award ceremony... was falling asleep... hahaz... man... the longest assembly ever.... for now la... in the future i dunno la... hahaz... the assembly lasted for a hour or so... leg cramped sia... hahaz... cca today... dance... train lyk crazy... was thinking of going for martial arts training tonite... but was blogged down by the amount of hw needed to be hand up tmr... math test, chem quiz... was rather tired lorz... so didnt go... hahaz...
speech day coming up and den SYF's next on the list... man.. so was lyk on my feet the next three hours... hahaz... tiring but fun la... hahaz...
hmmm... ltr gonna get back to my textbooks... hahaz... gotta study if i wanted good results... haiz...
CIP... think my group's gonna split up... cuz got 6 ppl.... today juz include the twin from my class... Law said tt there's gonna be a group in which there's 6 ppl... but today she said cant... so we gotta split... haiz...
*~ Dun let life discourage u; everyone who got where he is had to begin where he was... ~*
~world of my own~
20:19; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
woke up rather tired today... didn't really get much of a sleep last nite... in fact i doubt tt i slept a wink last nite... was half asleep, tossing and turning in my bed... hahaz...
school was well... lessons rather dry la... whole class got punished during bio lesson... dunno which idt did not pass the msg around, telling us to go to the lab str8 after morning assembly... haiz.. chemistry was lyk... torture... and there's gonna be a quiz this thursday... on chemical formula... den the day ended with PC...
nearly blew up my top with ST... for ppl who r reading this, i dun care... dunno wat's the matter with her... attitude problem izzit... kaoz... any-old-how lose her temper with me... i didn't even do anything to her... not to mention talking to her... den she came over and was lyk throwing her temper... and was saying or should i say practically shouting at me, "requesting" my cousin not to come to our class anymore... wat the hell she wants... the school's owned by her parents izzit... she really thinks tt she's a princess arz... problematic kid... wonder how ppl stands her... i dun even care who's going to read this... even tt means ST who's reading this... it's so infuriating...
went to the canteen after tt episode... amanda and jennifer was lyk trying to cool me down... hahaz... went home after having lunch at the canteen... went str8 to the refrigerator to get some sweets to eat... den anger subsided... hahaz... den was chatting on the phone after bathing... but for some reason, the topic of today was brought up and den i could feel the anger in me rising again... hahaz... but melted off as fast as the fury came la... hahaz....
*~ Stress is a part of life... We can't escape it but we can learn to manage it... ~*
~world of my own~
19:40; unforgotten.Y
Monday, July 05, 2004
It's been a rather fantastic day... went swimming in the afternoon with my cousins and aunt... hahaz... den somehow i think i injure my left knee at the playground in the mid-morning w/o realising tt till at the swimming pool... while i was swimming halfway... hahaz...
rained abt 2+... den my oldest cousin and i got out of the competition pool and went to the baby pool to join our other cousins... waited for abt an hour before the rain stopped... den we went back to the competition pool afterwhich we went over to the teaching pool... hahaz... substained cuts at the teaching pool while playing... too rough already la... man... got attacked by my four cousins... the younger ones wanted me to go over to the baby pool but i dun wan... den the oldest wan join in to attack me... unfair sia.... okie la... but had fun anyway...
got out of the pool at 4+... left the swimming complex after bathing and headed for tiong... have dinner there... den was lyk fooling around while having dinner... ever seen a scene where everyone is in their seat eating hppily and then for some reason or so, two ppl jumped out of the seat and chased each other round the table... yupz.... me and my cousin.... hahaz.... saw hc there at tiong...
went for a walk around tiong before going back home... reached home abt 7 and den plopped onto the sofa before going out again to buy ice-cream for my younger cousins, darling aka mei yin, natalene and mei mei... saw junqi on the way back... den for god-knows-wat's-the reason, he chased me all the way back home... crazy fellow... okie la... he was my pri skool friend and was my rival for house competition for cheering... he was the house captain for green and i was the house and cheerleader captain for blue... his house always beat mine at cheering... but anyway, we're still the champion house... or 3 years running... hahaz...
in a nutshell, today's really fantastic...
emracing the polaris
time and tide wait for no man... cherish and treasure wat u have now...
~world of my own~
20:38; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, July 04, 2004
currently blogging at my dad's with two impossible kiddies of aunt sherry's by my side... super hyperactive... not a moment of rest... but i've got enough experience to handle them... hahaz... with three little cousins of mine... who wouldn't...
back to the topic... quite fun hanging out with th two little kiddies... watching BARNEY vcds... den was singing along on the top of our voices... creating a din and making a mess of the living room... gosh... will have to tidy up later... they, jeremy aged 4 and xavier aged 5, will be going back home after dinner time... about 7.30... going to miss them... they are kawaii... J got two big dimples whereas X got one... man... they're making my heart melt.... am i sounding lyk i'm in lurve with the two of them...? Bingo... but too bad... not my age... hahaz... dunno y but guys with dimples when they smile simply makes me melt... hahaz... but character counts too, of course...
haiz...
looking at the living room tt's filled wth tibits all around, cushions all lying on the floor, heaps of newspaper and magazines stacked in a corner, marker stains on the table.... guessed tt i'll have a lot to do after they've left... hahaz... ltr gonna bring them out for a little snack... been screaming in my ears for the last half hour, wanting ice-cream... they're not suppose to have sugary stuff before dinner... hahaz...
hmmm... gtg... logging off...
~world of my own~
[B.a.S.k.e.T.b.A.l.l]
15:12; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, July 03, 2004
well... it's been a long day... i dunno... feeling outta sort lately... this entry's going to be reflecting on wat i am feeling now... so here goes...
i cant stand adults... they're so unreasonable... they are always right about eveything, and wadever they do is right and they are forever not in the wrong..? c'mon... wat's the matter with them....wadever they say, we must listen... we arent allow to voice out our opinions cuz tt's a way of showing them we do not respect them... they ask if we've ever take thier feelings into consideration when we do things... then do they take our feelings into considerations when they do things too...? humans do err... even adults... but they just wouldn't admit tt they are in the wrong...
mayb it's only through my point of perspective... mayb they do have a reason for wadever they do and tt's gonna affect and hurt us... mayb they were too protective of us... i dunno...
i'm apologizing for being such a brat... childish... throwing tantrams... think tt u must really be confused abt my behavior... sori....
~world of my own~
18:00; unforgotten.Y