Friday, August 31, 2007
I got a sore throat... and it's really really really bad...
the cause of my sore throat...
*tadang*
Donuts from The Donut Factory... damn nice you know... and still got to queue...
luckily Kah Loong was there to queue with me for them... if not i'll get so bored...
I know that the quality of the photos are bad... =(
haha... but, the donuts are great! worth the queue...
=D
*~World of my own~*
21:31; unforgotten.Y
sometimes I really wish that you don't carry the weight of the world on your shoulders alone... I'm 18... I know how to take care of myself and I don't need you to worry about me... I know that however, in your heart, I would still be that lil' girl who needs to depend on you for everything, even if I reach the age of 50... I know that you are concerned about me and you're always telling me how dangerous the world is out there... I want to experience all these on my own. like you did, so that I can learn... I'm sorry for not giving you a call to let you know I'm just down stairs, waiting for the lift to go home... I know that you want to fetch me back home because you feared for my safety... I don't call you because I need to learn to be independent, not because I don't take your feelings into consideration nor I don't care for you... One day, when you are gone, who's gonna fetch me home....Since young, we're not expressive about our feelings towards each other verbally... I don't tell you "I love you" everyday to let you know how much you actually mean to me... I cannot express myself through words and i feel uncomfortable doing so... those three words just can't be expressed in words because the meaning is not there... you know how much i love you even though i'm always bickering and talking back to you... to me, words are only words... it's actions that matters... I'm sorry for not being able to let you know how i feel, and the both of us always ended up misunderstood, frustrated and hurt.... we always managed to get our messages across when one of us blows up... i do not mean for all these to happen... we still care for each other a lot even though we cannot express our feelings for each other clearly... I know how it's hard on you, being the support of my world as well as for the whole extended family... with daddy gone, you've been entrusted with the role of a dad on top of that being a mum to me... I know that i can be such a spoilt brat sometimes when i'm young, and you have to give in to my every whines... I cannot tell you how much i loved the attention i got from you... all i want to do right now is to help you with your burden... you do not have to face all the things alone... you have me... i'm your daughter... you shouldn't be keeping somethings from me... i know that you do not want to hurt or cause me to worry about you... but, ultimately, one still have to face the music sooner or later... I'd rather it to be the former... I know that on your part, it is a noble and selfless act of motherly love... but to keep your conditions from your own daughter, because you're afraid of the dire consequences it'll inflict on the child, it's an act of selfish love because when all is said and done, the child will still be hurt... don't treat me like a 3 year old kid... I don't want you to shield me anymore... it'll only make me become a weaker human being... you told me that for someone who's worthy enough to be your daughter, one must be strong and take the world on by strength... I want to be the daughter that you're proud of... let me face this whole battle with you, and what so ever can fall along in it's wake, do not shield me cause I know that i am strong... no matter what happen, i'll be your support this time round... everything else can collapse, but your world around you will not...p.s : i love you mummy dearest... you're the center of my universe
I hate myself for not being able to express my feelings for the other party... I'm sorry, i'm not able to express my feelings verbally even though i find myself putting my thoughts from pen to paper easily enough...
00:27; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Sentosa-ing today with my cousins... so fun... now I'm horribly red like some cooked lobster...
we went Palawan beach, slacked and gamed... some Caucasians were watching us in amazement cause we're like, so noisy and violent... Gals somemore... haha...
headed for a ride in Skyline, and took the Luge back down... the experience is so fun.... We decided to head back there again next Sunday...
caught emo-ing at Palawan beach...
jumping for glee...
bunch of monkey cousins...
Skyline ride (in order) the Luge is hanging at the bottom...
Vi, Mei and Nat...
followed by Mus(cousin in law), Qi and Jan...
and finally Steph, Bec and Ping...
I Love You
*~World of my own~*
23:46; unforgotten.Y
Exams are officially over!!!
went to watch Dead Silence after exams with Ian and Zaiman... afterwhich we met up with Isaac and Steven...
clowned around...
and so, as promised to Zaiman...
I proudly present to you...
The Impossible Quiztry it... it'll drive you crazy...
Only senseless people with an absolutely weird sense of logic will be able to get through this...
*~World of my own~*
00:25; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
18 august 2007
went to watch pretty fireworks with my family...
i simply love the spectacular show... pretty colours dominating the dark purple sky... like an artist painting on a black canvas, bring the colours to life... my jaws dropped right out with all the ohh-ing and wah-ing... and there were countless of people too... =)
and i'm looking frwd to meeting W and K too...
not to mention Zaiman and Ian... =)
19 august 2007
the worst thing i've ever heard of is people telling me that i looked like a Primary school kid or even a 13 or 14 year old... it aint that bad when i though how nice it is to be looking younger than you are... heys, at least you have the advantage of looking young and nobody will be able to guess your real age right...
i heard the most ridiculous thing today while going out for dinner at Parkway Parade with my family... my younger cousin's friend, who's in Primary Five this year, thought that my 19 year old cousin, my 17 year cold cousin and I were the same age as them just because we're short and *ahem* immature looking, probably because we were running all over the place and squealing like a couple of "immature children"... that does not put us in the same league as you primary five students please... my uncle was laughing his head off when he heard that... what the hell can... kids nowadays are like so, inconsiderate and rude... *tsktsk*
who can blame them though, to be born in a world so modernized... where's the usual innocence and little angels that are usually associated with little children huh...? i guessed they've all been turn into little rascals, devils with horns and pitch-fork... devious little creatures they become when they hit their puberty ages... i swear i was still an angel when i was their age *REVOLTING* riight *with Zaiman's famous or infamous accent*...
enough discrimination about little children... i'm too mature to be arguing over this topic with them... hahahahaha...
20 august 2007
i hate Mondays... it gives me the blues... no wonder there's a phrase known as "Monday blues"... totally kill my appetite can... we should do away with Mondays...
Mr Krishnan's right about the thing between Mondays and working and studying...
see, Monday comes after Sunday, which signifies the end of the weekend, which in turn, meaning that the working society will have to face their irritating and hated bosses and students, their equally hated teachers...
so we have...
*tadang*
Sunday = holiday mood
Monday = still in holiday mood, hence the reluctance of going to work or school...
Tuesday = holiday mood wearing off, resulting in better mood to do work or study...
Wednesday = holiday mood gone, producing best results be it during work or study...
Thursday = holiday mood settling in, preparing for weekend, hence motivation to work or study degress...
Friday = holidaying mood already, next day do not have to face the boss or teachers, can get a rest, hence totally do not have the motivation to work or study... *clock hands move faster please, so that i can be off work/school*
Saturday = holiday mood, cause it's weekend!
therefore, because we're still in holiday mood on Mondays, which makes working or studying on Mondays redundant, i proposed that we do away with Mondays, so that there'll be no Monday blues... great...? oh wait, since we're still having the holiday mood syndrome on Tuesdays and that we're most productive on Wednesday be it during work or study, we might as well as do away with Tuesdays too... =D
that'll be totally awesome...
*riight... i can wish for that to happen, maybe like in my dream..?*
oh, and I'm doing the impossible quiz, which W gets me addicted to... =D
back to CSI-ing...
p.s : and i solemnly swear that the little primary one monster cum devil is killing me...
*~World of my own~*
16:20; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, August 16, 2007
when bad things happen, it all happen at the same time, simultaneously...
like what the fuck
back from dead and pissed as hell...
knnbccb
*~World of my own~*
23:33; unforgotten.Y
CSI addiction... wow, i simply love that show!
my phone's gone case, so don't bother reaching me there, drop me a mail yays...?
Ian and Zaiman, booked on the 24th, go B&J... time and venue to be confirmed... haha...
W and KL, booked on the 27th... KL, i'll lend you my laptop... oh, and get me the games i want... haha...
oks, back to CSI... =D
*~World of my own~*
14:41; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, August 12, 2007
ookkays.... i met up with a bunch of really crazy mates on friday at swensens... had lots to catch up with them... esp my darling lian... =D dont be too stressed over your "A"s... anything, call me... i'll be just only a call away yeas...? i promise... =)
school term is officially over... actually not yet since i've got a paper on the 24th, the one i looked least forward to, UED, which is totally YUCKS! double YUCKS... kills my appetite man...
and i do think i'm gonna flunk my BA, with credits to J.A... =( tt's the one i'm stressed over other than UED... and aint i glad that the curses from the year 1s actually come true, the ones about J.A getting into accident... i know i'm a horrible person to be glad that he got into an accident... he deserved tt... xD but heys, i wasn't the one who curses him to get into the accident, much as i want to curse him to drop dead one day, that was the year 1s kays... i'm such a nice person, i dun curse the lecturers... *zaiman would probably goes "riight" with his famous accent* i'm just waiting for the year 1s to do their job about cursing the lecturers, which i pray that 99.9999999999999% of the curses will come true... =D and to top off, hired more lecturers like mr oran and mr jamie, which to say both are as typical Singaporeans will say, "ang mohs", or as an educated person will say, Caucasians...
however, being the nice person i usually am, i hope that J.A will get his hand out of the casing which he currently is wearing now, and that his operation on his arm will go smoothly...
he's my lecturer after all... much as i want him to drop dead and vanish on the surface of the Earth forever, but who knows if he isn't wishing the same thing for us...
i guess, being human ain't easy... so full of contradictions filled with all the buts, however-s, and the what if-s... =D and if your opinion is different from the others, they will deem you as weird or alien...
speaking of alien, i shall upload my alien character in maybe like the next post, cause i'm too busy or rather, lazy to upload now... =D haha...
i'm totally hooked onto the "huan huan ai" or as in the English version, Why Why Love (so comical and totally cliche, not to mention outdated title, though the Chinese title is nice, which from direct translation is known as Exchange Love)... it's funny, heart-warming, and makes me want a bf like the Devilish younger brother... haha... though i know, that is close to impossible, which only happens in the drama series, but heys, a girl can daydream right... *there johan might goes" omg, ping hui is a girl?!"* haha... i do deserve a fairytale fantasy okays, even though it'll only like happen in my dream... =( haha...
note to self " B and Z are totally weird guys, please do not fall for either one of them... Warning, hazardous materials, may cause harm to the body..."
=D
such a long and maybe random post...
wells, what to expect...? intelligence stuffs coming out of my mouth and into this blog...? *snorts* that would be funny, cause 99.9% of the stuffs that is coming out of my mouth is rubbish, craps and laughters, and the left over of the 0.1% is of serious stuffs... *thinking in progress, do not disturb*
*~World of my own~*
13:27; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, August 09, 2007
Happy 42nd Birthday Singapore!
I simply simply love the army marching, fireguns, the fighter jets! everything about the army... makes me feel like signing up for NS, which i may want, and join the Navy as I'm like wayyyyyyy too short to get into the air force...
after the army performance was over and i went off to do my own things... the only reason i watch the NDP is because i want to see the army performance along with the tanks, fighter jets, rifles, flag bearers and the list goes on...
army stuffs are soooooooooooooo wayyyyyyy cool...
and who says that girls should not be interested in army stuffs...
not me, i simply love those things....
it's so cool, operating the fighter jets, handling the rifles, giving commands and ordering troops... and i love the way they march...
i really really really want to get my hands on all the rifles and guns they have, the fighter jets, the tanks, the uniform, the badges, blah blah blah...
those are the only things worth watching to me during the NDP...
not that the performers are not good, but somehow the army stuffs appeal to me the most... i was watching them in awe and wishing i was part of the Navy or Air Force army doing the marching out there... most importantly, i was wishing to be one of the flag bearers, holding up maybe the Navy or Air Force flag... not that i dun think much about the Land defence force, just put it this way, i've wanted to operate a fighter jet, a submarine and a Navy ship... Land soldiers are cool too, but i've always preferred my feet off the ground... =D
I LOVE THE ARMY!
*~World of my own~*
23:13; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
zaiman says i'm only updating my tagboard, which that is so totally not true... haha...
i talked to zaiman about global warming today, which turns out to be crap...
so lo and behold
that should settle some serious debate of over using the electricity or cutting down trees...
*~World of my own~*
22:16; unforgotten.Y
Monday, August 06, 2007
been so long since i've updated... my blog's collecting dust... haha....
visit www.x-mini.com
=D
holidays are coming but yet i still feel the pressure of the never-ending assignments...
=(
that's sad...
*~World of my own~*
22:40; unforgotten.Y