Sunday, November 28, 2004
siew ling... dun friend u le... you dun have to apologize... kkz... wat are friends for after all... unless u still regard me as ur friend, dun apologize kkz... it's okie... i dun feel that you are irritating... feel free to msg me anyday, anytime, anywhere... will reply you asap...
ailian... hope you're better... hmmm... anyway, looking on the bright side, ginny had brought you joy and taught you a very precious lesson on life...
wellz.. okie... ya... i admit i'm sotong kkz... and a very retarded one de kkz... happy a not? grrr...
okie.... i'm juz crapping here... nth to do... cousin's bday is juz arnd the corner... hmmm... thinking of ways to celebrate... hahaz... best thing is tt if only i could get APE out, SOTONG would be sooooooooooooooo happy... okies... i dun think you guys know wat am i talking abt... hahaz... nvm...
friends... take care... hope to see you guys soon...
*~ Be of good cheer... Do not think of today’s failures, but of the success that may come tomorrow... You have set yourselves a difficult task, but you will succeed if you persevere; and you will find joy in overcoming obstacles... Remember, no effort that we make to attain something beautiful is ever lost... ~*
~world of my own~
22:10; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, November 25, 2004
back... from another day of hard work... *groans*... saw joe, tian shui and wei siong ytd.... they've just finished a round of bball game... *wat else is new*...
okie... back to today... hmmm... nth interesting happens... the guy next stall bought me drinks again... *thanks*... saw a couple of cute kiddies tagging behind their mommys... i got a kiss from one of the little guy... he's cute!!! hahaz... my brother brought me dinner from home today... *isn't him sooooooooooooooooo sweet...????*... hahaz... anyway, thanks kor...
okies... another of my cousin's coming down for the hols... *groans*... not tt i dun like her... but she's irritating... keep bugging and bugging me... die oso dun let me off... still have to listen to her and do watever thing she wants... *tt's so unfair... i'm the older one but i dun order her abt...* oh well... she's my younger cousin... gotta give in to her... but, overall, she's quite nice...
time really flies... in a blink of an eye, december is coming... there's so much birthday celebrations... i'm looking forward to all the celebrations as well as the class chalet... miss ya guys lots... after all the jumbles of celebrations, it's time to go back to school again and it'll be the starting of a crucial year... gotta buck up... i still want my results... cant play too much during the hols...
- ji chen, good luck for ur competition... dun get too nervous and go solo this time... i know that u can do it... i believe in ur abilities... rmb ur promise in the past and wat u've always told me... u got into the finals le and u did pretty well for the last competitions... dun mess up big time... kkz... u promised me to win the competition de horx... u're a tortoise if u lie to me... jun seng and andrew, tt goes the same for the both of u... both of u made tt promise too...*bleahz*... see ya on fifth floor... in the meantime, take care guys... will be right here waiting for ur good news...
*~ Do ur best... I'm always behind u... Basketball rawks!!! ~*
~world of my own~
22:26; unforgotten.Y
Monday, November 22, 2004
i am
IRRITATED
LEAVE ME ALONE
this is the 4th week of hol... gone in a flash... wat was or wat have i been doing...? working... solving endless problms...
i'm so tired of life... i'm longing for the life tt i used to have... those days were so simple, so full of fun, so carefree... i had no worries, no frustrations, no pressure, no whatsoever... all i care abt was just being me... me and me only...
but sadly, as time goes by, everything changes... i grew up... looking at things through an adult's eyes... a child's biggest fear... i'm losing my days of innocence... i'm stepping into a world so complicated... and i'm afraid of what's out there...
why do i have to grow up...? i know, it's stupid asking this qns... but, i cant help wondering... i miss those days of innocence... if only time wud freeze at that point of time...
i'm missing my inner self... missing the innocence soul i once had in me... missing everything...
*~ Looking at things through an adult's eyes... A child's biggest fear... ~*
~world of my own~
23:01; unforgotten.Y
Monday, November 15, 2004
... woke up this morn... every single parts of my body hurts... went swimming ytd at the new swim pool located near farrer park... jalan besar... or bersar... watever... dunno how to spell the name... swam 50 laps... hahaz... next sunday think will be going to the gym afterwhich follow by swimming... long tym nvr go gym le... miss those workouts that can get you deliriously tired... horribly tired till that you can forget about every single things... hahaz... not that i wanna forget... cuz i do seriously miss working out in the gym...
met one of my darlings ytd... actually, saw her at tiong de... okies... she practically lives there... so how can i not see her there... muacks... i love ya.... hahaz... okies... i'm wiring down... needs medication to stablise my condition... hahaz...
i miss my pri sch darlings... gal5- me, yee jing, davina, elvina and siew hui... i miss my sec one and two life... i miss my 2/8 friends... i miss m8... will we ever be reunited...?
*~ Things are changing way too fast, way too scary.... ~*
~world of my own~
22:03; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Part Three...
fate has been indeed cruel to them... she brought two strangers together and break them up in the same way... she loved him with all her heart and he had love her with all his heart... yet fate has viciously wrench the two love birds apart...
it was pouring cats and dogs on the day of thier 18th month anniversary, she went over to his void deck... she wanted to see him badly... so badly that she had unknowingly went over to his void deck in hope of just having a glance at him again... she soon saw him... but he wasn't alone... she saw him with a girl... teasing each other... laughing happily... she saw the whole scene... the two of them... her heart shattered into pieces and she ran away, tears rolling down her delicate face...
the car screeched to a sudden stop... she was met with an accident when she ran out into the open road... who but he witnessed it... witnessed his beloved being run over by a car... he rushed to her side, cradling her... time seemed to stop for that moment... she revealed the truth of leaving him... he listened with his head bow, tears starting to stream down... he should have known the truth... but he choose not to... as he said those three special words to her, a smile which was rarely seen since she left him broke out on her face...
the rain stopped, a certain peacefulness filled the atmosphere... she had breathed her last breath... he bent down and kissed her... a bittersweet kiss it was... he never knew that the next time he would be able to feel her lips on his again would be the last, when she died in his arms...
a rainbow hang high up in the clear blue sky... there was heaviness in his heart... he cried as he held her body, wishing for time to turn back, back to those happier times... as he looked up to the sky, he saw the bright rainbow and was reminded of her... she had love rainbows and told him before that a rainbow symbolises hope and love... all was not lost... he believe that the rainbow was a gift sent by her, that even if she wasn't on earth with him, she'll be watching over him and showering him with hope and love from heaven above...
the end
*~ A rainbow is a symbol of hope and love... ~*
~world of my own~
21:06; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Part Two...
he turned and walked away dejectedly, tears streaming down his face... the raindrops fall from above... the heaven crying with him... as she left him that fateful day, a huge chunk of his heart has been taken away with her, leaving only memories and emptiness behind...
she saw him watching from afar... as she turned and walked away with the other guy, her heart ache with sorrow... embracing the wind and kissng the rain, she was brought back to the trip down memory lane when she left him that day... she left him not because she doesn't love him anymore... she left him because she love him too much... she felt unworthy of his love.... she was afraid that she will hurt him.... she was afraid that if they were to proceed any further into thier relationship, there'll come a time when she had to leave him and tt will hurt him even more, even deeper... by letting him go, she wanted him to find happiness with another girl who could love him without ever hurting him... weeping silently, she knew that she will never regret her decision of leaving him.... all she wants is for him to be happy... nothing else matters anymore...
to be continue...
- hahaz... i noe wat's u ppl gonna be thinking... to be continue again..??? hahaz... sori peepz... no inspiration.... hahaz...
~world of my own~
22:45; unforgotten.Y