Monday, April 18, 2005
acc johan to find the stupid ocbc straight after sch today... went to ppc to find... walk here walk there and finally found the damn bank... gosh... went home after tt lorx...
damn phyllis... she's a goddamn bitch... flirt... my bro use the com to go into her blog... and i nt in to read... wat i read makes my blood boils... for goodness's sake... pls dun ply with my bro's feeling... fuck u... pls... andto think tt my bro treats u so wholeheartedly... and u still played with his feelings... goddamn u... and u still haf the cheek to deny it... pls... u're being such a bitchy, pretty hypocrite... and using a horoscope book to judge a relationship..? oh my... u're such a bitch...
I know its sad that I haf to use the horoscope book to judge whether this relationship can work out or not. but yea. sumtimes things are just lydat... oh pls... ct it out... phyllis... u're making me sick... revulsion...
you know the way I write stuff on my blog always make it seem like ben is a very bad guy. but I can tell you that he is actually a very very nice man. so nice that I feel that maybe he owed me something in our previous life. sounds like a statement from the television huh? yea thru these 20 over months I feel like he’s the only one I can turn to when I needed someone to share my troubles or happiness. he’s like the strong pillar in my life that supports me, my weight, my bills, my extravagance and everything. he can read me like a book and understands my every move and every expression. I
think he’s the most wonderful man any woman can haf. I mean of cos if you close one of your eye bout how violent and monstrous he can get when he’s jealous... u're one freak ass... hypocrite... damn you... to hell with u...
a full stop may seem small on a piece of paper. but to me putting a full stop to this relationship is big... pls... woman... this is atrocious... hooked up and getting all closed up with another guy right after u end this relation with my bro...? u dun have the right to say all these craps... bullshitting.. to hell with u... may god grant u a horrible death for plaing with my bro's feeling... phyllis... u make me SICK... GET IT...? pls... dn go arnd playing with those innocence guys' pitiful hearts... u r CRUEL... cold-blooded... will someone slam her for me pls...? i really have got nth in my vocabulary to slam her except maybe some vulgarties like (KNNBCCB...???)... stupid brainless senseless woman...i dun understand what my bro sees in you... freak asshole...
sorry for my uncouthness and my profanities... ya... i'm not in the best mood ever...
~ world of my own ~
20:36; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, April 16, 2005
okie... juz realised tt i've not been blogging for quite some tym... hectic week... mon to fri got tests... i'm wearing out... i'm so glad when the weekend's finally here... hahahahaz...
wach the pacifier ytd... midnite show... was funny... hahaz... i like the song... and the baby's cute... i can watch over agin... hahaz... reached home abt 2.30 in the morning... was dead tired... knocked out once my head hit the pillow...
my senior brought me and sotong to eat at Pariss... i've been there with sotong once... the food there is nice... buffet actually... i love the coffee cake and brownie there... they're delicious... hahaz... went swimming after the lunch with cousins to work off all the extra calories... saw hai qin at the swimming pool... he changed a little... became more good-looking than the last tym when we were in pri sch... used to pull my pony-tail the last tym... but now not anymore...he's older than me by one... ran into him for a number of tyms these days... hahaz...
juz came back from suntec... went there to eat dinner with my aunts and cousins... i have papa roti for dinner... cuz still feel rather full from the lunch... hahaz... wellz... one of my aunt actually fell from the stairs of the shutter bus... outside city hall mrt station somemore... dots... so many ppl looking on... -_-"'...
anyway... ya... blog till here...
mid year coming... study hard and take care peeps...
~ world of my own ~
21:51; unforgotten.Y
Monday, April 04, 2005
hahaz... well... first and for all, i'm back peeps... hahaz... oh no.. cYn's really outta her mind... as i am sitting in the comfort of my chair, yea... i'm oso beginning to think that i am outta my mind... yikes... SYF coming... bit nervous... next monday will be the competition... omg... there are butterflies fluttering in my stomach whenever i think of this... watever... flu not gone yet... this fri swimming lessons during pe i think... sobsob... if it really was, den i wont be able to swim... kaox... this coming wed sports day... 12 noon dismissal... dots... literally mood gone man... miss the 2 maths periods... den 2 must reach the stadium... kaox... i dun wanna go...
damn sleepy today... was still in the sleeping mood even though i walked up the slope towards the zebra crossing... saw ji chen and nigel.... drn rmb tt must put on tie before we are allowed to enter the sch... lame... oh well... i took my tie out, threw one to ji chen ( he forgot to bring), den go into the sch... sianx... wear the damn tie throughtout the morning assembly and into reading period... hot lorx... luckily my clas was seated at the balcony... dun nid to squeeze like those down at the hall... hahax... was still in sleeping mood during chi lessons... think i screwed up the listening compre paper... but luckily it was only a mock test la... so... wadever... e maths... doing stretch... ya... was in lalaland half the tym... and the weather makes me think of snugging up in my bed to sleep... raining mahz... den copy the notes from zhi guang... shane did smth funny which i am not at liberty to say... i laughed till my sides aches... the bell rang... well, wat can the damn bell do except to ring... recess... dashed out of the class and into the canteen... it was freezing... plus aft recess is 3 periods of eng, 2 periods of social and 1 period of phys... how can dun eat... ltr fall aslp in class... and it was still raining... i wud be ignoring the teacher in ss anyway... hahaz... english doing compre... yawning half the tym away... ss... ignoring the teacher as usual... having powerpoint slides... johan saves the day... he made everyone laugh when he go create some extra slides inside the teacher's presentation... hahahaz... the teacher's presentaion begins... suddenly... "a moment of silence of respect to the late Pope"... den the teacher's slide came out again... and den... " another moment of silence of respect to the late Pope"... hahaz... tt's a gd one for laughter johan... everyone were laughing hysterically away... the ss teacher, mrs yow, was full of DOTS... hahaz...
well... i guess tt's the end guys...
one more thing... pls take care anand... will be missing you... out party crew will be missing one member... take care while in the army...
tt's all...
~world of my own~
19:27; unforgotten.Y
Friday, April 01, 2005
I am your friend and my love for you goes deep.There is nothing I can give you which you have not got, but there is much, very much, that, while I cannot give it, you can take.
No heaven can come to us unless our hearts find rest in today. Take heaven!
No peace lies in the future which is not hidden inthis present little instant. Take peace!
The gloom of the world is but a shadow. Behind it, yet within our reach is joy. There is radiance andglory in the darkness could we but see - and to seewe have only to look. I beseech you to look!
Life is so generous a giver, but we, judging its gifts by the covering, cast them away as ugly, or heavy or hard. Remove the covering and youwill find beneath it a living splendor, woven of love, by wisdom, with power.
Welcome it, grasp it, touch the angel's hand that brings it to you. Everything we call a trial, a sorrow, or a duty, believe me, that angel's hand is there, the gift is there, and the wonder of an overshadowing presence. Our joys, too, be not content with them as joys. They, too, conceal diviner gifts.
Life is so full of meaning and purpose, so full of beauty - beneath its covering - that you will find earth but cloaks your heaven.
Courage, then, to claim it, that is all. But courage you have, and the knowledge that we are all pilgrims together, wending through unknown country, home.
And so, at this time, I greet you. Not quite as the world sends greetings, but with profound esteem and with the prayer that for you now and forever, the day breaks, and the shadows flee away.
~world of my own~
22:03; unforgotten.Y