hahaz... it's been a few days since i've blogged... hahaz... updating now...
Tuesday...
nth to mention 'cept for... rehearsal again.... hahaz....
Wednesday....
no rehearsal... went for cca... afterwhich went to get a T... hahaz... went with elvi, xue li and my cousin... hahaz...
today... as usual... lessons.... rehearsal... full dress rehears... went pretty smoothly... hahaz... looking forward to the weekends... hahaz... tmr's the big day... hope we wont mess up.... hahaz
here's an interesting or i should say, a touching (?) love story...
*~...Here is my heart, you must remember to take care of it...~*
"I, swear with my true heart, tat I will always love u, with my true heart n life, never leave u by yourself alone..."
Sitting by the window, looking into the sky, with the song of " first love"... That is the tree, they had exchanged their hearts and promises; that is the day, her sweetest memories; that is the day, she lost her sky... There is a girl, with a smile on her face; there is a boy, who is once her sky. She had the normal looks, that no one will ever notice in the crowd. He had the normal smile, which no one will ever remember...
Two normal people, looking for their own skies, with their true & young hearts, believe in the fairy tales story ending...
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They are like buddies, always together; they are like enemies, always quarrel. Everyone agreed that they will make a great pair, everyone hoped they will be in love...
They are high up there, and they decided to let it be. Hoping there will be rainbow in their skies, in the two lonely hearts. They never realize, it is the starting of heaven, but the starting of the tears...
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(Guy)"If one day, I find my own sky, how will u feel?"
(Gal)" I will feel happy for you and wish u all the best..." She said, although her heart will start to bleed...
(Guy)"Then... do you noe what is the best way to tell her?" Trying to put on a smile, but she found it is really hard with tears nearly ran down her cheeks...
(Gal)"Eh...you're so cute. What u do is just hold her hand and tell her how you feel, how much she meant to u lor.."
(Guy)"You sure or not?"
(Gal)"Aiya! Den you make a promise and swear you will only love her lah!"
The girl felt the tears running down her cheeks and the breaking sound of her heart.. Bearing the pain in her heart, she still have to put on a smile and a phrase of good luck...
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Two weeks later...
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(Guy)"Do you noe I decide to tell the girl how much I love her and she meant to me?"
(Gal)"Oh...thats great, hope you will win her heart..."
(Guy)"Of course I will!" Her heart start to bleed...
(Gal)"You sure she will?"
(Guy)" Cos she never reject me mah... and I heard ppl saying that she also like me leh!" Tears running down her cheeks, she ran as fast as possible, but suddenly...
(Gal)"Oei! Why are you holding to my hand, let go!"
(Guy)"Why are you crying..."
(Gal)"It is none of ur business, just let go of my hand!" The boy wiped away her tears softly with his hands, the girl was shocked...
(Guy)"I want to give you the stars, the moon and the sun, and protects u with all my love and wings. Let you have my dreams, cos to me..." Looking into the girl's eyes, he said with all his heart... "Cos to me...the world of you and me, is where I noe as heaven..." Tears running down her cheeks, the boy pulled her to his hug, trying to give her the warmth, hoping she can feel the love deep in him...
(Guy)"I swear with my true heart, that you are my first love. Swear with my dream, that I will let you fly in the heaven of us, protect you from storms and pain, and never leave you alone by yourself..." He hugged her so tight, that she felt so hard to breathe, but she felt so safe, cos she know he is there...
(Guy)"I swear with my whole heart and life, that I will never let go of you, let you have my heart and the wings of mine..."
(Gal)"Prove it to me..." After getting what the boy said, the girl hugged the boy, with her love and a proof of kiss... Ppl are smiling, winds are singing, everything is in the dream... "In the world of you and me, is where we known as heaven..."
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They aren't suitable for sweet phrases; they tok abt 10 sentences before silent takes place; holding to the phone, without a word, but somehow, the two true hearts are together, with no gaps but closer...
The girl was playful at that time, she like neither her hse nor her family. Everyday, she will only go home at 7pm.The boy, who had a strict family and parents, must always go home at 4:30pm when it is school days. However,he will accompany her until 7pm everyday, to make sure she go home safely and take the lift up. By the time he reached home, it is about 8 sth. He know his parents are not happy about this, but he just dun care, in his mind, she, is everything...
(Gal)"Wat is this on your arm?"
(Guy)"Nth!"
(Gal)"You're lying! That is the result when you got caned!"
(Guy)"Nvm.."
(Gal)"I mind! It is all my fault, I should go home early, den you wont reach home late, if you dun reach home late; u wont get caned, it is all my fault..."The boy just hug her as tight as possible, seeing her been so upset and angry about herself, he just cant take it!
(Gal)"I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry, sorry, sorry...." Before she can finish, the boy stopped her from blaming herself, with a kiss so strong and full of love..From that day onwards, the girl start to go home at 3pm. He know she is doing for him, buzt is she happy? That's wat bothered him the most...
(Guy)"Why are you u nowadays goes home so early?"
(Gal)"Cos I dun wan to stay outside."
(Guy)"You sure?"
(Gal)"Yup! Dun worry, I'm fine."
(Guy)"You are happy when you go home so early mah?" The girl looked into the eyes of the guy, just like the first time he did..
"In the world of you and me, is wat I noe as heaven; with your love and hug, is the most happy thing I will have..."
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(Gal)"What are u doing down here?"
(Guy)"Eh... as you see, I am waiting for u to go home..."
(Gal)"Hold on hold on, I am having a RC class, I will only go home after 2 and half hours, wat are u going to do during that period of time?"
(Guy)" See tis? This is wat we call as newspaper, it is used for us to have some news of world and spend our time..."
(Gal)"Wait!" With her big eyes, the girl can't believe wat he had said. "Dun tell me u r going to sit down here, read tis papers for 2 n half hours?"
(Guy)"Hmm... can I say u becum more clever?"...
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(Gal)"Michael, do you noe where is him?"
(Guy's friend, Michael)"..."
(Gal)"You noe, he didn't come to school, didn't pick up the phone, he oso never go and pick me at the RC?"
(Michael)"Eh...I.."
(Gal)"Is anything happen to him? Wat happen? Is he alright...?"
(Michael)"He is gone..."
(Gal)"Is he got knocked down by car...is he...he is gone? Wait! Wat you mean by he is gone..."
(Michael)"Eh...he is gone...He's dead! He is not coming back..."
(Gal)"Why? Where is he? I must go and find him..."
(Michael)"You cant!"
(Gal)"Wat u mean..."
(Michael)"He...gone to a place tat is so far...that we will never reach...." The girl closed her eyes tight, trying to control her tears...
(Gal)"Even I...will never reach.. Rite..?"
(Michael)"I am afraid...yes..." Blood oozing from her lips... "Wat the..." The girl say nth. "Damn u! Stop biting ur lips! Stop!" The girl jus looked at him with the eyes...that was once with sunshine...but now, with tears... The girl lied against the wall, with blood stained on her clothes...
(Guy)"Damn! Damn u! Why are you still biting ur lips? Get ur teeth off from it!"
"..."
"Damn u!" Michael walked towards her; and just hugged her so tight like the boy always did, that she can't even breathe...
The girl sae nth, still...
"Stop controlling ur tears, let ur tears replace ur blood. We're more willing to let u cry, shout, or even if u wan, u can slap me for not telling u earlier.. Just pls, stop hurting yourself! He is gone, but I am still here! I will take care of you, I will never let u go, I swear!!"
He tighten his arms, hoping it will let the girl know tat he really love her, more then the boy... "He, had gone to a place tat is so far. No matter how I stretch ... I will never reach his heart..."
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Sitting at the window, looking at the clouds. Wondering how is he now... In her room, there is a cup of coffee, with the song titled "First luv". Smoke come out from her, no idea when she start to smoke, but she noe she had lost her sky three years ago... (Michael)" May I come in?"
(Gal)"..." A boy comes into the room when he heard no respond.
(Michael)"Still tinking abt him?" the girl gave him a smile,it is normal but full of expression...
(Gal)"Did u see tat tree?" the boy just quiet and waited for her to continue..."That's the tree we exchanged our hearts and promises." A smile appeared on the girl's face. It is a smile full of happiness and sweet... "Michael..."
(Michael)"Yesh?"
(Gal)"Do u noe wat day is it when both of us exchange our hearts and souls?"
(Michael)"Nope.." He looked at her, with interest...
(Gal)"I noe...that's the day of love and dreams came true.... That's the day I have my dream, and both of us flew into the sky...that, is the best valentine's day I ever have..."
Michael hugged her, with his love and concern, but he noe she will never accept him...
"I swear with my true heart, tat u r my first luv. Swear with my dream, tat I will let u fly in the heaven of us, protect u from storm n pain, and never leave u alone by urself..." "To hug is more actual den to make a solemn pledge of luv..."
The girl looked at him, hoping to get a answer... "But... Michael...I willing to wait...cos he's holding to my dream...and the key to my heart..." The girl said, with a smile full of tears in her eyes... The song named "First Love" is around in the room...
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"U will always going to be my luv, no matter wat. I remember oh my luv, you saw me how..."
"I will always down here waiting for u... When you r tired, think of me and I'll be there...."
*~ Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born... ~*
~world of my own~