Sunday, July 18, 2004
well... lotsa things happened unexpectedly... and today's events made me realise how frail life is...
my godmother's sister passed away today... met with an accident in malaysia... her other sister's daughter-in-law is diagnosed with bone marrow cancer... a suitable bone marrow donor is yet to be found... these news were broke to her today and she was devastated...
I really admired her... she can still remained tranqil after the news were made known to her.... for any other ppl, they would have broken down right on the spot... but no... not her... she remained stable and was the source of support for her other sisters... she was the second youngest among all the six... her third sister flew from australia to malaysia this afternoon...
my godmother told me tt her fourth sister had been wanting to meet me... from what my mum and godmother told me, even though we didnt meet each other before, she dotes on me a lot... she bought me lotsa things... i could have went to malaysia to pay her visit during the june holiday, but i didnt... i was held up with activities... i was planning to go over during the hol in november, to see her and thank her for the things she bought... guessed i didnt have a chance anymore... cuz she's gone... judging from wat my mum and godmother told me, her fourth sister was a easy-going person with a caring personality and a smile tt's nvr been off her face, a cheerful and good-tempered lady....
I felt guilty... i could have made the effort to go over there but i didnt... i was thinking tt my upcoming competiton and performance were more important than going over... a terrible mistake.... isnt it too late to realise this stupid mistake of mine... i juz wished i could turn back time...
*~ Life's filled full of unexpected events.... Cherished today and those surrounding you... Make the effort to do things that need to be done instead of pushing it till tomorrow... You'll never know what tomorrow will bring... ~*
~world of my own~
18:55; unforgotten.Y