Friday, October 29, 2004
The next moments seems to last for eternity... Nothing seems to be able to heal the wound... Nothing at all...
Never did he know that it will be the last time he will ever get to talk to her again... The pain will last in his heart forever... The agony of losing her...
Although he can still sees her everyday but for him to do so, he can only do that in the dark from afar...
Although he wants to keep her, he knows that even by keeping her by his side, all he would have is her body, not her heart and soul... And both parties will ended up hurt... Believing that letting her go was all he could do and pray that she will find a better one for herself and give her his blessing... Even though deep in his heart, he knows that he will never really let go...
Seeing her with another guy one day brought back the memories of her in his arms and of all the times they spent together... As he saw the back of hers with the other guy grew smaller and smaller, his heart aches as he realised that he is no longer the one whom she will run into his arms for comfort when she felt sad and needed, the one to be there to dry her tears and make her world whole again, the one that she confides her fears and everything in, the one to hug her and assuring her that everything's gonna be okie, the one to light up her world with just a smile, the one who is able to say those three special words to her and watch her filled with joy....
to be continued...
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*~ Peace and hope... ~*
~world of my own~
20:00; unforgotten.Y