Monday, November 22, 2004
i am
IRRITATED
LEAVE ME ALONE
this is the 4th week of hol... gone in a flash... wat was or wat have i been doing...? working... solving endless problms...
i'm so tired of life... i'm longing for the life tt i used to have... those days were so simple, so full of fun, so carefree... i had no worries, no frustrations, no pressure, no whatsoever... all i care abt was just being me... me and me only...
but sadly, as time goes by, everything changes... i grew up... looking at things through an adult's eyes... a child's biggest fear... i'm losing my days of innocence... i'm stepping into a world so complicated... and i'm afraid of what's out there...
why do i have to grow up...? i know, it's stupid asking this qns... but, i cant help wondering... i miss those days of innocence... if only time wud freeze at that point of time...
i'm missing my inner self... missing the innocence soul i once had in me... missing everything...
*~ Looking at things through an adult's eyes... A child's biggest fear... ~*
~world of my own~
23:01; unforgotten.Y