sometimes, it's not tt u do not want to do it... u want to hold on, but u do not have the strength to do it... sometimes, it's not tt u do not want to say those words tt the other party wants to hear... u do wantto say it out, but u juz do not have enough courage to say it out...
i'm gonna piece this story together... u may have read it, but hope tt u wud enjoy reading it again... wrote it myself... will tr to write another story if i've got the time...
The RainbowThe next moments seems to last for eternity... Nothing seems to be able to heal the wound... Nothing at all...Never did he know that it will be the last time he will ever get to talk to her again... The pain will last in his heart forever... The agony of losing her...Although he can still sees her everyday but for him to do so, he can only do that in the dark from afar...Although he wants to keep her, he knows that even by keeping her by his side, all he would have is her body, not her heart and soul... And both parties will ended up hurt... Believing that letting her go was all he could do and pray that she will find a better one for herself and give her his blessing... Even though deep in his heart, he knows that he will never really let go...
Seeing her with another guy one day brought back the memories of her in his arms and of all the times they spent together... As he saw the back of hers with the other guy grew smaller and smaller, his heart aches as he realised that he is no longer the one whom she will run into his arms for comfort when she felt sad and needed, the one to be there to dry her tears and make her world whole again, the one that she confides her fears and everything in, the one to hug her and assuring her that everything's gonna be okie, the one to light up her world with just a smile, the one who is able to say those three special words to her and watch her filled with joy....
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he turned and walked away dejectedly, tears streaming down his face... the raindrops fall from above... the heaven crying with him... as she left him that fateful day, a huge chunk of his heart has been taken away with her, leaving only memories and emptiness behind...she saw him watching from afar... as she turned and walked away with the other guy, her heart ache with sorrow... embracing the wind and kissng the rain, she was brought back to the trip down memory lane when she left him that day... she left him not because she doesn't love him anymore... she left him because she love him too much... she felt unworthy of his love.... she was afraid that she will hurt him.... she was afraid that if they were to proceed any further into thier relationship, there'll come a time when she had to leave him and tt will hurt him even more, even deeper... by letting him go, she wanted him to find happiness with another girl who could love him without ever hurting him... weeping silently, she knew that she will never regret her decision of leaving him.... all she wants is for him to be happy... nothing else matters anymore...
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fate has been indeed cruel to them... she brought two strangers together and break them up in the same way... she loved him with all her heart and he had love her with all his heart... yet fate has viciously wrench the two love birds apart... it was pouring cats and dogs on the day of thier 18th month anniversary, she went over to his void deck... she wanted to see him badly... so badly that she had unknowingly went over to his void deck in hope of just having a glance at him again... she soon saw him... but he wasn't alone... she saw him with a girl... teasing each other... laughing happily... she saw the whole scene... the two of them... her heart shattered into pieces and she ran away, tears rolling down her delicate face...
the car screeched to a sudden stop... she was met with an accident when she ran out into the open road... who but he witnessed it... witnessed his beloved being run over by a car... he rushed to her side, cradling her... time seemed to stop for that moment... she revealed the truth of leaving him... he listened with his head bow, tears starting to stream down... he should have known the truth... but he choose not to... as he said those three special words to her, a smile which was rarely seen since she left him broke out on her face...the rain stopped, a certain peacefulness filled the atmosphere... she had breathed her last breath... he bent down and kissed her... a bittersweet kiss it was... he never knew that the next time he would be able to feel her lips on his again would be the last, when she died in his arms...a rainbow hang high up in the clear blue sky... there was heaviness in his heart... he cried as he held her body, wishing for time to turn back, back to those happier times... as he looked up to the sky, he saw the bright rainbow and was reminded of her... she had love rainbows and told him before that a rainbow symbolises hope and love... all was not lost... he believe that the rainbow was a gift sent by her, that even if she wasn't on earth with him, she'll be watching over him and showering him with hope and love from heaven above...
*~ Relight the Fire... Ignite thy Passion ~*~world of my own~