Monday, April 18, 2005
acc johan to find the stupid ocbc straight after sch today... went to ppc to find... walk here walk there and finally found the damn bank... gosh... went home after tt lorx...
damn phyllis... she's a goddamn bitch... flirt... my bro use the com to go into her blog... and i nt in to read... wat i read makes my blood boils... for goodness's sake... pls dun ply with my bro's feeling... fuck u... pls... andto think tt my bro treats u so wholeheartedly... and u still played with his feelings... goddamn u... and u still haf the cheek to deny it... pls... u're being such a bitchy, pretty hypocrite... and using a horoscope book to judge a relationship..? oh my... u're such a bitch...
I know its sad that I haf to use the horoscope book to judge whether this relationship can work out or not. but yea. sumtimes things are just lydat... oh pls... ct it out... phyllis... u're making me sick... revulsion...
you know the way I write stuff on my blog always make it seem like ben is a very bad guy. but I can tell you that he is actually a very very nice man. so nice that I feel that maybe he owed me something in our previous life. sounds like a statement from the television huh? yea thru these 20 over months I feel like he’s the only one I can turn to when I needed someone to share my troubles or happiness. he’s like the strong pillar in my life that supports me, my weight, my bills, my extravagance and everything. he can read me like a book and understands my every move and every expression. I
think he’s the most wonderful man any woman can haf. I mean of cos if you close one of your eye bout how violent and monstrous he can get when he’s jealous... u're one freak ass... hypocrite... damn you... to hell with u...
a full stop may seem small on a piece of paper. but to me putting a full stop to this relationship is big... pls... woman... this is atrocious... hooked up and getting all closed up with another guy right after u end this relation with my bro...? u dun have the right to say all these craps... bullshitting.. to hell with u... may god grant u a horrible death for plaing with my bro's feeling... phyllis... u make me SICK... GET IT...? pls... dn go arnd playing with those innocence guys' pitiful hearts... u r CRUEL... cold-blooded... will someone slam her for me pls...? i really have got nth in my vocabulary to slam her except maybe some vulgarties like (KNNBCCB...???)... stupid brainless senseless woman...i dun understand what my bro sees in you... freak asshole...
sorry for my uncouthness and my profanities... ya... i'm not in the best mood ever...
~ world of my own ~
20:36; unforgotten.Y