Wednesday, November 29, 2006
wonder how is he today... who am i to him anyways...
forget it...
the stars are shinning brightly in the velvet sky... and i wondered if you are staring up into the same blanket of star filled sky right now... even though we livedin different locations, i feel that i'm living because of you... i dun wish to see you in agony and feeling unwell...
i know i'm not the type of gurl you want.. but i wont transform myself into the type of gurl which you like and want because that wont be me anymore... i will lose my sanity if i do that just because i want you... i wont an i dont want to do that... it'll only be an empty shell when it's all over... i wont be the same anymore... i just want to be myself... my true self... someone who i am really are, and not someone who u want me to be... i wont change because of anybody... because, i know... it's tiring...
~World of my own~
00:48; unforgotten.Y