Wednesday, November 29, 2006
he just dunno wat to say... how to take the initative... nor to take care of himself... and still ask me where am i going... i relpied with "to go home and rest early"... do you know how much you mean to me... my heart hurts when i see u hurting... falling... sick of the feeling... and worse, i am still missing you... yet u're still there drinking the cold fruit juice, laughing happily away... and then to top it off, you thought that there was no one looking... you did not see the shadow behind you... i have so much to tell you... i just to pass the message to you... the feeling is unbearable... it's like a virus has gotten to me... i'd rather be the one to protect you than the one who's being protected... to me, who's sick of everything...
wells... if you cat understand the above, then too bad... it might sounds nonsensical, but there's smth inside.. haha... happy guessing... =D
~World of my own~
23:15; unforgotten.Y