Friday, December 01, 2006
as i listened to one boy, one gal by Collin Raye, my favourite singer... a realisation dawned on me...
i'm the one who's waiting, be it for whatever reason... i dont wanna waste my time ever again... waiting for something close to impossible to happen... and the irony of it, i've always believe in the impossible - impossible was never in my dictionary... until now, i just found out that this word actually exists...
i dont wanna spend another 4 years waiting for someone again... once is enough... it dont have to happen twice... i'm tired of it... sick of it... i wanna stop for a rest... to breakdown for a while... just for a breather... and i'll be alrite again... back to the same old me...
i dont wish to go on waiting... it's such a stupid decision... knowing that this type of things can never happen, and yet i choose to wait alone... enough is enough... i've wasted too much tym...
i'm letting go...
memories that were once so dear
now bccomes a pool of tears
the fading scent of yours remains
lingerng in the depth of my dreams
memories which i held close
i have to let them go
they belong to me no more
they've found somebody elses
~World of my own~
17:05; unforgotten.Y