Sunday, January 07, 2007
mayb i think too much...
i'm sorry...
somehow, i feel that i'm right outside standing, yet you dun open the door to let me in... somehow i just dun feel needed emotionally and mentally... and i hate that feeling... feels so sucky... it doesnt feel right... how do i make you open up your heart... mayb you feel that you cant lean on me or whatever reasons... i dunno... all i know is i cant stand to see u down n troubled...but yet you wont say a word... i know there's probs at home, and i know i cant do much... all i can do is provide you a listening ear and shoulder... i'm feeling as useless as it is now... i hate myself when i cant do anything for you when you're down... just wan to cry because you're troubled and i can do nth abt it... i want to know what you are feeling, to understand you... and yet somehow i feel that there's a barrier blocking me from entering... i know i'm weak... crying over little things... but i cant help it... so freaking sucky... i cant help but worried when u dun answer my calls, reply me or unreachable... nvm if you dun answer or reply me... u might be busy or smth... what freaks me out is when you'reunreachable... mayb your phone's flat or smth... mayb i'm being too paranoid here...
a thousands of maybe-s...
i'm not someone who expresses verbally... i dunno how to do it...
i'm sorry...
really sorry...
~Worldof my own~
00:27; unforgotten.Y